there’s not much prep for this friday other than a few phone calls, so that leaves me with a lot of little time slots to do little things. problem is, nothing that i have to do is really “little”. putting in signs, moving the lighting board, cleaning out the gym; these things sound very small but really get pretty involved. i just hope i don’t slack off too much ad i can get this all done. i need some smith power (aka tyler and dustin) and i’d rock these projects easy. i def need to call them….

we’re trying a REVO underground activity tomorrow for those kids who are interested: minigolf and icecream. i’m just hoping kids show up. i’m sure they don’t have much else to do. and i need to get prizes for that. yikes.

soooo everyone keeps telling me how well i’m doing leading worship, but i’m still feeling kinda sub-par (that phrase is such an oxymoron). i know i can prepare more and help the band more. i just have to get on the ball. it’s all about just getting things done. you can’t look at it and hope it’ll be finished on it’s own, you have to sit your butt down and do it. that’s something i struggle with. i need to make CDs for people and update the worship team schedule and all that. it’s not hard, i just have to do it.

it’s all about just doing it. and i can. i’m capable. it’s just sheer will power now.